hello, i’m koori!! i’m a young nonbinary person and i need a new laptop.
i’ve been living with my abusive and transphobic uncle for a few years now. he’s stolen money from me, sold my belongings without my permission, yells at me reguarly, threatens me physically, is very transphobic and insensitive towards me, and he’s just a really horrible person to live with. the bright side is that my aunt is very nice to me, and she does a whole lot for me i can’t even begin to express how much she does for me and how thankful i am for her. but she is very busy with her work and i’d feel really bad asking her for this much money when she needs to pay for bills, food, my medication and all her own needs. i am diagnosed with schizophrenia, bpd, severe anxiety and paranoia, i’m currently very depressed, and the only way i can really cope with this is trying new meds + playing video games + talking to my spouse. i’ve been having a very hard time staying stable lately, like, i can’t go over 3 hours on average without having some sort of break down (these range from just crying/feeling like shit, to dissociating, hallucinating and putting my life in danger) and it’s getting even harder to care for myself properly with all of this emotional stress piling up on me. i’m currently trying new meds, but if these turn out ineffective i’ll have to give my aunt extra money to buy me more new meds. i can’t get a job because i have no one to drive me and its very hard for someone like me to get a job anyway.
i REALLY really want to play computer games as a distraction again because they’ve always been able to make me happy / give me something to focus on / give me a way to have fun with my friends. there’s so many games i can download and try and just actively be doing something with people and thats very good for me.
my problem is that now this laptop cannot run anything without crashing, it overheats constantly (i turn it on, open up twitter + skype and bam it’s overheating already), blue screens, all that shitty stuff. i’ve tried fixing it and i can’t get professional help because my aunt believes the laptop is done for and she doesn’t want to send it in for help. i don’t think it has much hope either tbh. that’s why i really want to save up $2,000 for a gaming laptop that will last me a LONG time and be able to effectively play the games i want to play.
to give you an idea of how much this will help me: i’ll be able to actually watch movies/videos with my spouse, skype calls would be possible thatd be so nice, play games with my spouse and my friends, have something there to go to whenever i need distraction, i’ll have many options there for me to get into and actually process through my mind (ie i can get so into processing stat builds that i’ll sit there for hours thinking it over)
i’ll update this post with my commission information whenever my new tablet arrives!! i need some time to practice though but whenever i do get my tablet i’ll do my best to get better at drawing so then i’ll have something to offer.
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hi i’m avanna, i’m a 16 year old mentally ill trans girl. i have been living with roommates after running away from an abusive home, but now i have until may 1st to move out, if i don’t find somewhere to stay by them i’m going to be homeless. if anyone can give me a long-term place to stay i would be extremely grateful! i can’t pay rent but i can do light housework (washing dishes, sweeping, etc) and cook if needed. i can also afford most of my own food. i would prefer to stay somewhere tobacco-free. if you are able to help me please send me an ask at groupinou. thank you so much.
please help avanna
angel of my heart…
Bruh, she’s not fuckin around.
gave me their phone number
i don’t even celebrate easter
[12:25:22 PM] bun: oh christ
[12:25:51 PM] bun: you gotta sync the tempos tho
[12:25:57 PM] Flonne: no I don’t
[12:26:01 PM] Flonne: what are you talking about
That one weird person in highschool